Since FRI 1st May 2009, you never bother asking me got money enough to use,
any trouble when come to me needed to buy material badly,
during break I need money to eat and on top all this my fare top up ?
You think its enough just by topping up $10 a week ! NO !
I can not eat during school, I can forget about going any entertainment after school,
all this does not matter to me... seriously !!! But ask yourself this !
When I've not been asking from you all this while,
what is in your mind ?
As an role of a DAD ?
You think you suit ?
You think you can do it ?
You think by being a controller, control over me make u a DAD ?
The answer is NO !
You never fit to be in the role of a DAD...
I had enough from school, workload, personal problem & now I have to even troubled about my closest family member for not giving me enough !
I am not a spoiled kid, the ENOUGH I am saying is a huge different from the past to now...
You just have to use your fucking brain to think about it !
For now, I'll just shut my gap up, I'll not ask and you don't bother to call me...
I totally HATE you now...
Every outcome till today,
they are all created by you...
I am thinking of quitting, the feeling is there already just tat I wanna do it or not ?
Its just a matter of time... To be precise !
I don't care if you ever came across this fucking blog of mine,
read this post, I just don't give a damn to you when you can not give me a damn...
I am dishearted in everything now...
Disappointed in you...
Just let me go please...
Randy
