I am feeling empty in myself this weekends...Not sure what gotten over me...
Seen the good and the bad of life,
when I was young everything was good but it did not last long,
till I was a teens everything gotten even worst...
Now I am a adult, my life seem to comes down to nothing...
Is this coming to the end ?!
I really feel like giving up on lots of things,
infact on myself most of the time...
I have no motivation for school,
no intention to live on &
no idea what my life will be...
I just cant smile when I'm not happy,
I just cant cry when I've no tears,
I just cant be bother by anger,
I just cant find the strength to fight anymore,
I just cant see myself now...
Why do the peoples around me must be so mean to me...
Why cant we get along well together ?
Normally I'm so strong...
Used to be so happy and cheerful...
Peoples used to love me...
Never dare get infront of me...
Now, the present,
that not me...
I feel so lonely,
thrown in the darkest side of the corner world...
I just cant wake up now...
Save me please ?
sign ~
I'm fine...
Randy
lost ...
