So long never update my blog.
Recently, things just happen the way it is, I can't even control the decision.
Lose everything overnight, nothing left on me.
Back to basic, simple life...
Not to be scare saying this to "myself" others can leave independently, why not you?!
Just not used to it maybe...
I don't what I did was wrong.
I help whenever I can, when you all need help.
I give whatever I can, when you all are in need.
I tried to cater to you all.
I do what you all likes.
I changed for the benefit.
I did what I don't used to.
I did all this willingly, never ask for return.
But ask myself a lot of times, do i deserve this treatment...
Without breathing a word from you all,
I got outcast to nowhere...
You all might say I am the one,
yes, I dare not go near you all,
its scare me.
But the fact is I keep trying to get back a few times,
yet in the end, I'm just hurting myself more...
The more I get near, I cut myself more...
Erm I'm speechless against those who once I treated them like kings and queens.
Let just end all this here, keep those good memories will do before things get ugly...
Randy
